Oh Lord!

Oh lord! Let me live the life again

Let me born again, let me grow again, let me play again, let me bloom again.

Oh lord! I am afraid of losing the things I never owned

Help me grow again, strengthen me again, I want to fly again.

Oh lord! Help me live alone, in my own world where no one come and go

I am afraid of your dangerous world, let me not face this needy world again.

Oh lord! I have a huge storage of memories which haunt me again and again

I want to forget everything, let me live like a newborn child again.

Oh lord! I don’t want to believe in words which are hollow and meaningless

Help me live a life free of pain, free of fake relationships, let me learn to laugh again

Oh lord! I have almost lost my way, I am on the verge of destruction

Help me find a way in wilderness, help me construct myself again

Oh lord! I did a mistake and I suffered a lot, I cried a lot, I cursed a lot

Help me forgive myself for the mistake I made, I will never do it again.

Oh lord! I have no complaint with anybody, but my time went in vain

Help me reach my destination, help me forget my pain.

Oh lord! It was all accidental and incidental, without a plan

Help me realize my potential again, I don’t want to lose again.

Oh lord! I was happy alone, I want to live alone

Bless me with my aloneness, I don’t want such companions again

Oh lord! I cannot tell anyone what is going on with me, since years my friend left me alone

Help me get out of this agony once again, I don’t want to die again

Oh lord! I have lost the trust in humanity, I have lost the trust in words

Help me build trust in myself again, help me go to my world again.

Oh lord! I don’t want to waste my life in vain, I don’t have too much time left

Help me climb on the mountain again, I want to win again.

Oh lord! I couldn’t see my face in the mirror, I couldn’t face myself

Help me prove that I am innocent, I reiterate again and again.

Oh lord! Please forgive me, let me forget everything I attained

I want to live free, free of the mental chains.

Oh lord! Let not me forget my smile again

I want to laugh and smile, help me live again.

 

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